Saturday, October 17, 2009
it's been far too long. i didnt post for like a month. i've been busy with sch and tuition and other things. crazy how time flies. updates for the past month. prelims are over. i didnt do very well. but im studying hard gonna pull up my grades. i've turned 18. celebrated with diff people-family, chandni, shermaine, lovely, sec sch mates like asyraf, jazzy, jovi, yh, nigel. very joyous. i had a smashin 18th despite the exams coming. it was awesome fun. many pictures to remember it. yeh it was good.
sch's been tiring. long hours. dozens of tests. damn. so it was the last official day at sch ytd. it happened before when i was in sec sch. it was a similar feeling. leaving familiar faces and background to go explore and make new friends. so yes i graduated from college just ytd. it was quite sad cos i mean that would be the last time we all assembled in the mornings to sing the anthem, have serious tutorials and lessons tgt, break times at the canteen, morning gatherings at the same table and of course pe lesson! it was very sad. i mean leaving behind my friends and all :( i hated it when i forced to go to a jc. i hated it when i got posted to tp. i hated school so much. and now, i say the opposite. i actually like that school. it gave me two years of awesome memories. without the school, my life would definitely not be the same. it's unimaginable.
we had a farewell assembly. it wasn't spectacular or anything of that sort. but it surely was meaningful. i cant believe im saying it but im gonna miss that place really. yeh, and after school was spent with the class over high tea at raffles town country club. that place is so glamorous. ohmy. it's so niceeeeee. it was a wonderful with the class. and later they are coming over for dinner. and after this weekend, it's gonna be three weeks of isolation and non stop studying. very scary. i dont wanna regret anything when i get back my results next year. i need to know that i did my best. yeh. that's all. back to gatherings. later!
the party don't start till i walk in.
Saturday, September 19, 2009
hey ya'll. im finally back to type a proper post. prelims are freakin over! there's no way to describe how relieved i am. oh my. after weeks of the crazy studying and late nights and the tired eyes, it's over! i have the whole weekend to enjoy before i start studying once again for the a's. well, the weekend's already half over. since it's the birthday week, many plans:) mini shopping session on friday after exam with bell:) and in the evening, i went to catch the inglorious basterds. oh my goodness. the movie was gruesome and sick and disgusting with me going eeeeeeeeeee like half the show. it was so saddistic. dinner after that was good. and today, i got to see my missy. haha after such a long time:) and we were walking around bugis, continously bumping into my sec sch friends. not seen them in a long time. it was a short but fun time. im so tired. i havent had the chance to catch up with my sleep. even this morning, i woke up at 6freakin30. morning out to the botanical gardens with the familia. haha. and rexy of course! he was cute and excited i tell you. running around, wagging his tail. a pity i didnt take any photos! :( soon soon hopefully. and it was amazingly awesome to run in the rain. we were drenched after that. haha:) ive so much to say. but i shall stop here. otherwise, this gonna become another long long post. i cant wait for tmrrrrrrrr:D think i should get into bed soon:)
have a good weekend lovelies!
sweet escape..
Sunday, September 13, 2009
it's been a long long time. this new posting layout seems very unfamiliar. haha. it's already september. and not just any day in september but it's a day before my bday! hahaha. oh wow. how time flies. i was just watching everyone turning 18 one by one and have been waitin for my turn patiently. and it's here! so damn fast. haha. i can actually legally drive! oh my. that's awesome stuff. it's such a significant age. i'm excited. but the mood's a little dampened cos there's a damn exam tmr. sadly, prelims dont end tmr. ive got papers the whole freaking week! oh man:( and i only have a short short break of about a couple of days before sch starts on monday and the studying mode once again begins. i've got so many plans for the weekend already. i need to sort them all out. haha. im excited. so im just hoping the prelims end quickly so i can enjoy! :)
well, there's nothing much to write about. the days and weeks are long, dreadful and draining. haven't gone out much. haven't shopped in quite some time! soon i shall. yeh, i hate school. i hate weekdays. i used to love fridays. but now i think my saturdays seem better. there have been a few family gatherings. fun indeed. other than that, nothing else. just studying, studying and more studying. all my papers so far haven't been very good. somehow last year prelim papers of my school are all much easier than what i've sat for. sucks man. so tmr's math. and tuesday's econs. and wednesday is chem. thurs if math and chem again. finally, fri is my last paper of physics. sounds like a long week. hate mondays. hahaa. alrighty, off i go then. it's math mania. bye all:)
sugar sugar.
Monday, August 31, 2009
im becoming inconsistent in typing a post. i've been way too busy studying and doin other stuff to even switch on my com. cos i know when i do, im gonna get hooked onto it. and i'll be WASTING time doing unnecessary and insignificant things. so i have actually unhooked my com from the wires and have put it aside. and after a long time, im actually here. i feel proud of myself. haha. so yeh, sch's been tough. prelims in like what, 3days!? oh gosh, i feel the stress. i wanna do well. and i havent finished studying. cos there's been way too much of sch stuff. with this being the last term, my homework and all stopped last friday. and only since then, have i been going proper studying. shit. ive got so much left. for all the subjects. im so screwed with my chem this friday. so i'll be home the next two days mugging my ass off. it's kinda like my new profession. pfffft. i hate exams. i hate sitting for them. i hate preparing for them.
so anyway, the past week has been insane torture. with crazy emotions. all the hurt and sadness and anger. oh my. i think it was by far, the worst week ever. it was already so hard the first day. and when the second day came by, i just broke down. like seriously. and tears been running every day since. i used to be so much stronger. wow. funny how just one thing affects me so damn much. so yah, sucky week. i despised it. the ten minutes of relief that i got each day was extremely pathetic. cos i felt greatly reduced. i dont like this. i dont like the feeling. and with exams the next few weeks, its gonna get tougher.
well, it was bro's birthday on friday. so we celebrated. nice having a birthday in the house. lightens the mood:) and since the time after school on friday spent dwelling in anger, i went to do my hair. my fringe actually. cos its gotten so damn curly, i can hardly manage it. so yeh, i went to straighten it and i changed the style of it. hahaa. im actually quite shy to go back to sch on wed;p
saturday was good. the mister redeemed himself. tuition. lunch. studying the entire afternoon away at the national library. good, productive stuff:) and i really enjoyed my saturday studying. and that is about it. i wanna keep typing and ranting about school. but i think i need to get some sleep now. im skipping sch tmr. heh. gdnt ya'll.
till the ends of the world.
Friday, August 21, 2009
ok it's been quite a while. the last was during the national day weekend. and so quickly, two weeks just flew right by. nothing much been happening. just studying and studying and more studying. especially with the prelims just like a week away. im seriously freaking out. cos the number of topics i have crossed out on my checklist has been the same for a quite a while now. like few weeks. basically cos there's way too much of school work and revision sets and worksheets to get done that i havent had the time to do my own proper revision. it's quite scary cos ive got loads to cover. and just before i start my work tonight, i thought i'd just type out an update cos this site looks pretty darn quiet. my days are spent doing work at every spare time i have. other than short breaks. it's really taxing. long days till 6 and an hour of dinner break and back to school to study. each day. tiring much. really. that has been pretty much it. tests after tests. crazy stuff. it's getting extremely stressful. fridays have become hardly anything. i used to look forward to the end of the school week. but even that has been taken up. argh. so the only day i truly enjoy(just for a short while) is saturdays. after tuition lunch times:) ahaha. tuition has gotten a tad more tensed with feelings just at the edge waiting to explode. sigh. and not forgetting the emotional and edgy weekdays. it's getting quite hard to handle everything. i don't really feel like typing anymore. i've been a lazy girl today.haha. i should go now to do some work to gain some satisfaction. ahaha. we had class photo taking ytd. quite dumb. i mean the photographer just kept snapping at random times. we hardly stood in position for a min. tsk. nvm. i shall go now. bye all. have a good weekend!
love and sex and magic.
Sunday, August 09, 2009
hi all. i'm back after almost two weeks i think. well, there's nothing new. things arent any better. school's really tiring. i've been staying behind at school everyday to study at night.it's way better than studying at home. but that means extra long days. and so schedule's been so hectic, it's very taxing. i'm mentally and physically tired to do work and exercise when i get home. i havent run in ages! oh man. so that's school. with the massive pile of work for each subject to be done. which i already cant finish. how the hell to do my own revision? argh. prelims in like 3 weeks. im shit scared. fact is i have been doing my own revision. i've done abit. just a few chapters. i dont have time! which is really not good. so yeh. school's sucky. and the long dreadful days have had adverse effects on my emotions. i've become easily irritable. already with the bad temper i have, im more easily angered. at the slightest of things. really bad. and just my mood. me being moody sometime during the day has become slightly usual. i mean, i have to bear with more than 12 hours at school. about 14 hours u know. and school's not gonna close after prelims. this intensive revision programme's gonna keep going till late october when school officially closes.
yes, it's been an emotional week. especially since the policy came about. to pull ourselves apart and fully focus during school hours. it's bad enough there's hardly any time to spare and spend. it makes it worse when there's no contact at all. whole freaking day. and it gets hard to handle. and my mind wanders and i get angry. pffft. hahah. yeah, other than that, dinner times are going home times are the ones i really look forward to in the whole damn day. that has been it.
nothing much really. parents teacher meeting. results. chem teacher. all bad. it was one hell of a night(in other ways also;p) haha. and having tuition on saturdays has officially ruined my mood cos of an assjack. national day celebrations at school was dumb. year 1s got to celebrate. year 2s had lessons. wth. come on, it's a holiday weekend! shouldnt we all be celebrating. and they merged aces day and racial harmony with the celebrations. freaking dumb. but after that was good. going out after a really long time. caught a movie at ehub. the hangover. its quite funny. could have been better though. and the credits are crazy. like really R21 stuff. oh my. hahaha. i cant imagine my bro watchin that. oh God. lunchings. cookies. yummy. and not forgetting the murderously spicy chicken we had. hahaha damn funny.
my whole day ytd was burnt. tuition in the morning and all. well, im not complaining although it ruins my mood. i mean i get to see sugarrr. ahaha. family gathering in the evening till really late. it was really fun. the small cousin entertaining all of us. the talking. about crazy stuff. picture taking. it was extremely fun. time just flew right by. like what? 8hours? oh wow. and today has in store another round of gatherings. hahaha. so i better go now to make use of the time i have to finish up my homework. bye all. have a good national day holiday/weekend! :)
u know i like to touch.
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
hi. i'm at home on the wednesday. thank goodness. if not, i'd have been in school dragging myself from one class to another. there's no school today cos of e learning. so we have all the lessons and assignments uploaded online. which we have to complete and submit before the day's over. and the whole point of e learning day is to test this system of the school when there's emergency and school gets shut down:) haha. but i dont freaking understand why there are bits and pieces of work that have to be printed out, completed and submitted to the teacher when i get back to school. it probably wont be marked. so why on earth is it called e learning(when everything should be submitted online) when i have to do some writing and hand up my work. and i dont understand why the hell the entire school has to be up before 8am to key in their temperature. i mean im at home. if i was sick, i wouldnt be spreading it to anyone since there's no school. so wth do u need my temperature for. it makes no sense. so yeah, they gave us a timetable to follow. dumb i tell u. sch starts at 9 on wednesdays. so why did this have to start at 8. argh.
anyway, it's been two days. of mental torture. ha but im grateful for the other incidences:)
alrighty, thats all i wanted to rant about. i have to go now. to do my math and physics and hopefully some chem before i go for tuition at night. bye all.
i miss my sugar.
